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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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Wanted to doodle some comfort bros to balance out the angst of my recent posts lol
Hey pookies! Just wanted to say I really appreciate all the love and support I've been receiving lately for Decoded! I always love your comments/asks/fanart/memes, it genuinely has been bringing me so much joy and I'm so grateful for it <3
I know I said I had a lot of art to post (and then proceeded to post none of it LOL) I'm just a little overwhelmed rn with some life stuff so sorry for the wait! I also have a lot asks that I haven't gotten to and I apologize for that as well!
Trying my best to keep up, but I haven't had a lot of time recently. Art's gonna be a little delayed, but don't worry Chapter 8 is still gonna come out this Saturday as scheduled!
#wild kratts#chris kratt#martin kratt#littlecrittereli#also if you ever make fanart or smth and I don't respond after a while its probably bc it got burried in my notifs#feel free to @ me again or send me an ask#i promise im not sick again LOL#(though I probably just jinxed it watch me come back on here tomorrow and tell you all i got Tuberculosis)#KNOCKING ON WOOD SO HARD BC MY BODY WOULD ABSOLUTELY DO THAT TO ME#ANYWAYS IM rambling Im just super grateful for the feedback Ive been getting and I dont know how to express it very well#so i hope i can make it clear!! i appreciate it!!!#ok thanks bye im gonna go pass out for 13 hours now <333
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going off of the memory of checking a reference last year . day .5 ?
#hermitaday#falsesymmetry#artnios#i forgor to sign it lol . but thats ok . power went out and i forgot this till now so bit later than id like but better than not at all#beating back my demons(perfectionism) with a stick and just appreciating the step up from the first two days even if its still . messy and#well . not planned out at all lol#but am very tired so gnitght now . this better be the right day i checked yesterday but nto today lemme see#ok cool yep . mumbo tomorrow . takes notes
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HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! here's some of my fave/most popular art I did in 2024 <3
#shroomer talks !#the last one is blurred because its spoilers#i wanted to finish it so badly before the end of the year but alas... i have a job#hopefully will be able to finish it tomorrow or the day after#anyways!! what a good run this year has been!!#its so funny most of these pieces were done in the last few months lol i did not like any of my drawings or even had any finished pre-augus#and then boom. south park happened.#and suddenly i was rejuvenated. like a fish in water#if ill be honest with you guys ive had some of the worst art block for last few years/been so incredibly unsatisfied with my art#and its only been since august where ive finally started becoming a bit more ok with the work ive produced#i dont necessarily think ive made anything that could be a magnum opus or whatever. i dont even think i can really go:#“yea. i did that. hell yea. this is amazing”#its more like a “yea. im starting to see growth. im going somewhere. i think.”#but thats way better than what it was before where i just straight up hated my art lol#i still kinda do hate it though but its starting to be less#or at the very least its in a more positive direction where im thinking “ok i hate it but im gonna try and learn from this”#anyways thanks all of you for sticking around with little old me <3#MORE SOUTH PARK CONTENT TO COME IN 2025!!#youre not getting rid of me that easily#south park#splatoon
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was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"
ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy ✌️
#rye.txt#I'll be fine lol#the sudden shift in my daily schedule and my generally unhealthy eating today were the big things that made me feel Bad#so now that I am actually cognizant of this I can take steps to mitigate it tomorrow#god. what the hell did I even eat#leftover soup. that was breakfast (very out of my ordinary). uhh. a lot of pie (grandma made a ton for thanksgiving).#a tangerine that miiight have been on the edge of going bad#(thought I should eat a fruit. fruit did not improve status)#reheated popcorn chicken? that was not a good decision I felt so gross after eating that#hrm. ok my issue is that I feel like I Need To Eat These Leftovers So They Don't Go Bad#otherwise i'll be Wasting Perfectly Good Food#BUT. I don't want to eat it and eating it makes me feel generally unfulfilled and kinda blehg#ough. why can't I be normallllll#I'm also not dealing with the whole 'zero human contact' very well tbh. which is weird because I'm a deeply introverted person#and usually spend my days avoiding people like the plague#but idk. it's been literal years since I've spent and extended period of time completely alone#I don't knowwww i don't know#I'm gonna invite some friends over tomorrow and get them to help me eat these dang pies#ALSO. ITS BEEN REALLY COLD TODAY. AND I HAD TO BREAK INTO MY NEIGHBORS' HOUSE#(was not breaking in; I was trying to take care of their dogs since they're out of town)#(but their door code AND their garage door code weren't working#and I didn't have a physical key to use#so I had to push my way in through a back door that'd been blocked by a pile of boxes taller than my head#and squirm into their garage in order to get inside and take care of the dogs)#(was a very stressful way to spend my early waking hours)#i ALSO had to drive to the AIRPORT this morning which SUCKED. had to drop off family#which like I'm happy to help but also airports suck so much ass I hate them#anyway. today was sort of shitty#but mostly I only have myself to blame#did not structure my day well enough
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[CHANGEOVERS.]
#paula badosa#wta tennis#this is the last one for today ok.#i had more i wanted to do with coco's match but it is almost 2am and i must be off to bed#i fear coco will have to wait since i can only imagine what i will want to do with tomorrow's match#was debating giving a proper label to this but i'm trying to be stingy with when i use it. like the full '______ [xxx] d. _____ [xxx]......#idk. this is now me overthinking in the tags. and its not even related to this post at all because i didn't use it in this post. lol#anyway. it's late im sorry#have some gifs
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ritsu + (older) teru
#my friend wanted to leave so i kinda rushed that last one. lol#i dont like it as much compared to the other older teru doodle…..ill make better ones later#wah……#it doesnt have the exact facial structure i had in mind :( but its ok#im keeping it in because. it’s not the worst drawing ever#mob psycho 100#mp100#teruki hanazawa#ritsu kageyama#meowmeow art#i have an exam tomorrow……agh#ill be alright
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something something.... in a similar vein of thought as to how crystal's mind eyes are supposed to represent her "being watched" (it was stated in an interview somewhere), what would the baby doll demon spider represent for edwin?
it took me a good while to figure out but i think it's Societal Pressure and Bullying. which is A Lot Lamer than it sounds but also,, think about it!! (a bit of a long read)
it makes laughing noises. Specifically children's laughter. It is made up of MULTIPLE doll heads and hands. It's like if an angry mob of children was a spider. And let's not forget about its nature -- If Edwin makes the slightest noise or the slightest utterance or makes a move, it chases him. It chases him relentlessly and is always there to eat him alive.
obviously the spider is terrifying in ways that also don't relate to bullying, but still kind of relate to the society around edwin. one of them being that it's made of dolls. they're fake. they're plastic. they're superficial. people tend to be so superficial to keep up appearances and ostracize anyone that doesn't.
it's also a spider. a doll spider. in a dollhouse. edwin is trapped in its web (the dollhouse). but also, he would be trapped in society's social obstacles and mazes for him if he were alive simply because he is Different from them. his true self is not one that society welcomes, accepts, nor tolerates. and they would hunt them down and hurt him any chance they get.
this also makes for some really poetic metaphors about him and his interactions in hell
i think one that's really sweet is when edwin says "I can't escape it... I can't." and charles replies "Yeah well, I'm here now." LIKE OH MY GODDDDDDD LIKE!! like think abt it. think of the implications and how it relates to the metaphor.
charles is there to FREE him from being quiet. he is free to run and to scream and to escape the web that he's in. that's so. they're everything to me.
as for simon,, i cant really say what it WOULD mean like metaphorically... except for the part where simon asks "Do you think it has to be torture? Being the way we are?" and edwin's like "No. It does not. I'm going to get out of here, you should come with me." like edwin KNOWS its not a sin and he's trying to escape the society that rejects them
other than that though, i cant really think what that interaction would mean...
maybe im just wrong about the metaphor, maybe it's Not societal pressure. maybe it's not anything at all! maybe the curtains were just blue, and a giant spider made of doll heads is just a giant spider made of doll heads. who knows?
either way it is 1am where i am right now so if anyone sees this post and has any ideas, feel free to rb/comment, id love to see your take :D
(though: in a similar vein,,, charles died due to hypothermia and internal bleeding. hypothermia or the cold is usually associated with loneliness in most fiction - the way warmth is associated with company - and internal bleeding represents,.. well you can probably guess. leads you to wonder the kind of life charles lived.)
#edwin payne#dead boy detectives#character study#character analysis#literature analysis#dead boy detectives analysis#dbda#dead boy detectives agency#edwin paine#edwin payne character study#edwin payne study#edwin payne character analysis#can you tell i really want ppl to see this and hear their thoughts from the tags#edwin paine study#edwin paine character study#ok thats it i give up tagging LOL#but its really nice that edwin gave charles a bit of warmth in his final moments#thats really really sweet of them#that stupid lantern i hate it its gonna make me cry#charles gave him warmth when he thought it impossible to escape that demon too#they're just. they're just everything to me.#lantern got left behind because now it's a certainty that they will never leave each other and they are each others' warmth#ITS 1AM IM OVERANALYZING THIS HELP#i literally have to take a 1-hour drive tomorrow at 6am for my moving up ceremony i shouldn't be up this late#anyway#remi rants#remi rambles
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venting onthe robot blog yet again. tw death in the tags
#sorry lol#my grandpa died in the living room a few days ago#almost a year to the day my dad died. early april yknow#we live so far out of town that it took the ambulance a long time to get here. and our driveway branches off so like. i ran out to redirect-#them but i fell in the woods and sprained my ankle lol#so they went up the wrong fork and it took them even longer#i guess its nobodys fault. i just cant help feeling stupid. i fell in a rodent hole.#but yeah my grandpa just fell and none of us could pick him up. i guess his heart gave out. we called my uncle and he got here quicker than#the first responder lol. what can you do. my aunt knew cpr but the body can only take that for so long. etc#were getting the ashes tomorrow and i guess my grandma wants to keep them in the living room. i think its...creepy#like the thought of it freaks me out. idk man i just dont have any attachment to the body that way. it feels wrong lol#but im not going to say anything about it#i keep replaying it in my mind. trying to help pick him up off the floor. everything is so freaky.#plus our financial situation is about to get a lot worse. i just feel so fucking miserable. my freelance-#work hasnt paid out in forever. i guess the grant is tied up bc of (current events)#i cant even draw. i feel useless. ive been all fucked up since my dad died and now im back at square one.#can i get a break lol. please#ok the end
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hes done it again
#yayyyay i 'made space' for my touys =w=bbb#put 5 books and 2 magazines in their place AND. am satisfied with where ill put my two new :3c's tomorrow ^-^bb yayyayyy#now ive only still got two figures without a plaacee#one of them is a miku i dont really want anymore anyway. if someone wants a miku for only her shipping costs dm me =w=bb#project diva extend miku figure <- genuinely. you can have her =w=bbb#and one of them is the project diva standard lukaa.#i want to put her in my lukarin display. but that means that i 1) have to make space for her in it and 2) have to make space to put the rin#and. given that i am currently working with.... about 22x15 cm space... ermmm#i think genuinely that those two project diva ones take up that same space. lol =w=b#sooo rn shes just standing in a cornerrr but its finneeee#'investment' and whatebss#=w=bbb#sillyposting#but yayyay i put my books away!!!#and. i still need to read them help.#i just got the three latest volumes of tshd so i have everything atm but i still :3c havent read any of them oTL#which is fiiinee im up to date on reading them online (also latest chapter???? genuinely scaryyy wow... feet.....)#but yeagh still feels like a waste EVEN THO IT ISNT. =w=b#anyyay in doing so i had to move my oni to tengoku volumes which reminded me that. i also have not read them yet.#BUT. tbf. theyre in japanese.#uwaaa their front cover now faces outwards tho bc of. limited space ykyk. and its pretty awesomeeee#i need to rereaad theemmmm i miss the sillieees..... oTL#ok.......#but yeagh =w=bbb#ANYYAY x4. i put my 2b nendoll in her summer clothes and shes soo cuuteee.... black skirt & croptop my beloovedd#shes stained from her cargo pants around the ankles but thats fiine it was a bootleg body anyway. i expected this its chill =w=bb#but yippeeee i loooove my touys ^-^ YYAYYAYYYA#im glad im feeling better =w=bb guess dooming in bed for 5 hours DOES negatively change your mood rip. im still tired tho#=w=b yay#dm me if you want miku :3
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I see the asks are going on and off :0 I hope the weeks are not too stressful (I searched midterm week and I saw it's some exam period)
you got it 😊
Thanks for the concern!! \(^-^)/
Everything is all good. I just got an unusually large amount of stuff on my plate this week 😅
#zuli rambles#tomorrow's gonna be a doozy for sure lol#in a hectic way atleast#but its been anticipated#everything will be a ok (*≧∀≦*)
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@izel-scribbles hii
#Im love them…#composition was based of a triptych. I saw ‘’religious horror’’ and ‘’three characters’’ and knew i had to make this#I didnt go to sleep. Lol#apparently i spent 9 hours on this#according to procreate#Ok yeah its 2am im sleeping now talk to you tomorrow probably#mwah#Moo’s words#moo’s art
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spent an entire week stressed out of my mind because of moving and now that it's sort of finished i can finally sit down and write again. turns out being stressed as fuck is exactly the mindset i needed to be in to finally work on the prime fic again so with any luck i can finish the first draft soon
#hobtalks#ITS FINALLY HAPPENING#<- quite possibly a lie#ok so the plan is to work on the prime fic today. then tomorrow i've got work so probably nothing then but who knows maybe in the evening#then wednesday wordt het laminaat gelegd so i can just stay downstairs and write until that's finished (bilingual tag moment)#but once it's in i'd like to get started on painting those rooms before we put the furniture in#thursday we get up early to go to the airport and then there's the flight#and once we're on holiday i'll have plenty of time to write (on the days that aren't one of my in-laws birthdays lol)#so. if i manage to finish the prime fic today or wednesday i can edit it over the holiday#then i can start actually writing spies/exes bc i'm doing that for sonic supernova so i'd like to get on that asap#and in the meantime i can work on accidental service top shadow and boom/prime freakiness. when i get bored of or stuck on spies/exes#OKAY PLAN MADE. sorry these tags are for absolutely nobody except me#anyway. back to it. these animals aren't going to emotionally torture themselves !
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rlly bad fever rn oof
#꒰ ✒️ : cielle's diary ꒱#but math waits for no one#i have a quiz tomorrow#fuck i feel like crying#numbers feel traumatic at this point#actually no ! theres barely any numbers left and its all fucking letters !#and fuckass symbols#why am i struggling so much this isnt supposed to be that deep#or maybe im just crazy again tonight cause i feel like absolute shit#and my wisdom tooth also hates me#ha lol jokes on it cz i also hate myself#what am i saying#vent ig might delete ok bye
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still thinking of my fave marvel rivals interaction where my jeff and i were hanging on the point after knocking out the other team and lil bro sprays the space in front of me and emotes and we both said thank you at the same time like i fear im never forgetting that ever
#marvel rivals#snap chats#i made the strangest delighted sound afterwards dare i say it was wholesome 😭almost cried sorry im a big baby#of course afterwards we had to go back to Murder but still ... ill never forget you my finny friend....#havent had an exp like that since .... i hope to tho ...#closest i got is sometimes my wanda will look me up and down- maybe strafe a lil but thats about it#wait no you know what my fave thing is .. i do love Lowkey babying wandas on my team vaeJLKVJAELKJ i am not sorry#LIKE AS A TANK OF COURSE i try to prioritize the main team but if everyones fine ill usually hover around her#i keep an especial eye on her ok listen she gives me big energy sword i give her magnet shields its MUTUALISM#anyway i wanted to draw the jeff story out but i keep getting swamped with stuff so. alas. youll just have to imagine#if it helps jeff was wearin the dolphin costume and yeah i threw up from cuteness. esp with the lil beach ball ....#Big Ass Scary Magneto and lil baby jeff simultaneous Thank You ... its the little things i fear ...#a part of it helps that magneto can just sound so Polite with these voice lines LMAO#like his 'Hello' tickles me it's so Hello There :) .. like a distinguished gentleman ... like a grandpa who SOMETIMES gives you a casserole#thats his whole vibe tbh i wanted to make a post bout it- how mags def has Father/Grandfather To All energy and i love it#hes not even the oldest in the roster far from it.. lol.. visually he looks the oldest#if i may quote him tho .. Save Perhaps Thor ... He May Be His Equal in that regard AJELKVJAEKLJ BUT ANYWAY#im off to work on a thing#i should have it done tomorrow and i can finally share it (among other joys) with everyone :]
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i just want 2 feel loved again is that too much to ask :(
#no i don't wanna take ab it#i was happy like 2 weeks ago on my birthday but since then i have been In The Trenches lol#its ok guys im going to the doctor tomorrow!! to get antidepressants prescribed 2 me!!#im paying to gid they work because holy shi#anyway sry if that was tmi haha#☆ molly yapps ☆
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